ഒരു യാത്രികന്റെ ജീവിതത്തിലെ അനുഭവങ്ങളും അതില് നിന്നു കിട്ടിയ ബന്ധങ്ങളും
ബുധനാഴ്ച, മേയ് 26, 2010
Yet another morning. The rising sun with its fresh smile was creeping in through my windows.
But unlike the other days, the thought of meeting her filled my heart with an extra freshness and an anxiety too. After all, its the wait of more than 3 years that was going to come true.
Her smile was artless but was always a straight response to some stimulus. I seldom saw but whenever i saw it and its memmories, lit up my whole world.
During these years it was never straight and calm like the ray of light, rather
it was always like a sine wave, sometimes at the peek of lacony and sometimes in the killing abyss of silence.
As like in both, we too didnt know when and whether we will meet.
But we talked, sometimes goin on to hours and we never knew the time flying off. During those long hours we got close to each other, close to the extent that now we both dont know what we are for each other. But fearing the unseen, we both hide ourselves..
Whenever i was exhausted after wrestling with those strange demons swirling in my mind or whenever anything jarred me, i could safely return to the cocoon of her love and my keening need made her strong too..
Whenever a chance came up, we could lately only realise it as an obstruction that just reflected back our own inner desires.
The warmth under a mother's wings...
The security in a father's fingure..
The safety in a brother's hug....
The care in a sister's kiss...
The support of partner's hand...
Every emotion in the world was reflected back.
it was so strong that that we fell off the peak which we never climbed..